I need some distraction... Memories seep through my vein.
A lot of things have been going well lately, but I guess we can't have every little thing we want. I'm not feeling so well. It started with a sore throat and got a lil worse... Well, basically now it's a mild fever. But I'm taking a lot of (hypertonic) fluid and low-nutrition food so I guess I'll be better anytime soon.
Oh, hei, you know what? My friend, Shay Kheng, got like 3As for her STPM, which is totally cool right? Even better is that Looi got 3Bs and an A too! Haha, I feel so proud for some strange reason which I can't understand.
But the SPM results didn't come out so.... Happy though. Well, I don't know it they met the expectations of the people who sat for it but I guess life has a few tricks up its sleeve.
I'm depressed right now. I found out I have no direction in life. Actually I do. 5 years from now, hopefully I'll be saving more lives than I kill. And then I'm gonna subject myself to a few more years of unbearable stress and hardship to get a specialist degree and hopefully I'll help more people than I trouble... again.
But that's not what I mean. Emotionally, I lack direction. I'm at a standstill. I feel like I haven't budged an inch since I was 14 or something. How do you grow if the sun don't shine?
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