HappYness Is Not That Bad

I've finished my PCL and Case Commentary!! You have no idea how happy that tought makes me =D and also the fact that next week is the start of my holidays (and study week for exams .. T.T) Oh, and I finished the card we were making for Dr. Lakshmi.

AND another fact that tomorrow I only have a two hour class!
Gosh, this is the day that things go right. Happyness!
Please stop bugging me to update my blog ok? I have no life to blog about!
So here goes, I like being chronological but we all know how messed up I am inside. So shhhh! OK? Don't tell anyone. By the way, SLUR I MISS YOU!!!!
JC doing the.... in her very own words, "thingy-majingy". Seriously, she can be presenting in a very serious thing and suddenly just go "Oh wait, what's that thingy-majingy?" Thanks for always letting me eat your sandwich :)
Usher pretending to contribute. I know your name ain't spelt that way lah but who cares?
Some classmates out on a trip that I didn't get to follow! T.T why?? Because I was having a no-life day.
GOTH DOCS!! Awesome!! This is my PCL group. It's out last PCL together tomorrow (aka today), so sad :(
Waiting for Cheryl to come! We were celebrating her birthday on the skybridge.
Three scary babes. The two on the right are scary.... even without all the make up. Seriously, don't let their smiley faces fool you. Especially JC, she's...... indescribable.
I'm normal!
Group goth on skybridge using Cheryl's birthday as a reason to cam-whore. I can't believe I'm becoming one of THEM too..
Turtle goth?? (=.=")
IDIOT DOCS!
We seriously weren't doing anything but decided to pretend to look smart but then look at Adnan! We all look down he stare straight into the cam pulak!
That's why we ended up taking this....
Aww~ So sweet! Haha. FYI, they ain't a couple. I'm rooting for Adnan and Jessrin. Lucky they don't read this blog (^.^)V
Erm..... I would like to go "aww~ so sweet!" again but.... Um....
Silence is golden!
By the way, that's Terence on the left and Ron on the right.
Becky being vain =] but she still looks so cute so it's OK.
Adnan getting what he deserves! But he's seriously cool man. Before coming to study here he worked in the ambulance service for his NS (he's from S'pore). He saw so many seriously cool cases! *shrieks* like people hanging themselves to death and one lady fell from dunno how many stories then her face smashed into a pole or something and got cut in half. Literally! And the brain fell out. OMG!
Bimbo blog, here I come! *grins* again, SLUR I MISS YOU!

And he created man in his image?

You know some times you have this image of a person and you're so comfortable and completely confident of that image you hold, thinking that "That's it. That's who he/she is."
Then something is revealed and all you're left with is fragments of a picture you once held.
I know learning good things about someone, especially a friend, is always a good thing and I won't ever regret getting to know them better but I'm just saying this because after 20 years of life, I've finally noticed it.
I don't really know what I'm talking about here. Guess I just had a really depressed-night. As in a night filled with depression (not necessarily mine and not necessarily generated by one person only). I actually like depression. I feel guilty when I'm happy, there's just something in me that tells me I don't have the right to be. Weird, eh?
Anyway, about the revelation. Well, like I said, I'm all for social bonding and after what was said, I don't find myself feeling differently about the speaker. I just viewed that person in a different light which I would really like to stress is not a bad thing. Honestly, it's not. I'm actually happy it happened (not for my sick depression-phile reason) but because knowledge can only make you wiser, right?
Everybody has their own weaknesses and their dark moments, but I believe it is our duty as habitants of this planet to live through it. I don't believe in god (I actually have the courage to say it out loud now) so I can't offer advice like some supernatural being will always be with you kinda thing, but I do know that a human being will be there for you. And it might take a lot of effort and a humongous torchlight to find those people, but they are there. And they will care.
To quote Peyton from One Tree Hill, "There are more than 6 billion people in this world, sometimes all you need is one." All you NEED is one, but more often than not, you'll get more than one. And I say this from the experience of being a very troubled and twisted person. No matter how many batteries or nuclear reactors you need to deploy to power your torchlight just to find the hands out there waiting to pull you up and out, it's worth the fight.
After all, if we don't fight to live, aren't we just living to die?