Sunday, July 9

You Like Making A Fool Out of Me, Don't You?


I had this check in my brain, a memo, a reminder, a task-to-do jotted down deep in my brain telling me that I should "STUDY BIOLOGY!!" since Tuesday. Honest, it kept on bugging me and coming back to haunt me since Tuesday, the day after Pregnant Jeeva announced we're gonna retake our test. It was like a ghost hell-bent on disturbing me.
But then, there was just this tiny, teeny-weenie little problem. I had no idea why I loaded that memo into my brain. I remember taking out my Bio books almost every night starting Tuesday and sitting at my desk or lying on the bed, then I would temporarily contemplate reading it, then I would close it back and either go waste my time obsessing over breaking my own "Best Time" in Minesweeper or just go to sleep. You see, I kept telling myself I have no idea where to start studying from so I might as well wait till I know for sure (Now I remembered she said we're having the test on biological molecules plus transport in animals and plants.) and just kept on procrastinating.
Plus, I had no idea I have a freaking test on Monday so the impending task didn't seem so important back then.
Anyway, by the time I finally remembered I have to study because I'm having a test on Monday, it was already Friday and probably 2 hours before I left for my trip to KL. And I haven't even started packing my bag yet. So once again, I thought about bringing the Bio book along the trip and read on the way or something. I got as far as making a gesture to pick the book up but then I thought, "Why weigh down my luggage with something as trivial as this?" (Not that it actually matters because it would be the CAR carrying it, not me.....) so I withdrew my hand and went on with life. Besides, I told myself I'll have plenty of other useful things to do while in the car.
OK, so maybe I spent 3/4 hours looking at the same old scenery I've seen since I-don't-know-when while listening to music I've listened to I-don't-know-how-many-times, but maybe in a different time, space or dimension, these 2 tasks would have been very, VERY important, eh?!
So, what if I messed up, I ain't going to admit it.
So, anyway, here I am. Just arrived home, luggage still needs unpacking, laundry still needs to be sorted out and my bed needs to be fitted with a new bed sheet (Yea~ I bought myself new bedsheets and a quilt! XD) . Oh, am I forgetting something?
Wait!!! STUDY BIOLOGY!!!
God dang it, I hate student life. But anyway, all these can wait till another day. Right now, I need some sleep.

1 comment:

Jess said...

so long didnt post...

STUDYING BIOLOGY??